Wearing a skirt sucks.
It’s not that I don’t like skirts. It’s just that I feel damn uncomfortable in a stupid skirt. The abrasions of the skin hurts and you can’t open your leg the way you want. You must be lady-like and all. It’s so annoying. The only reason I’m wearing this garment is because it’s Chinese New Year. So uncomfortable! :/
I am so depressed.
Results are out! And I am so freaking bloody depressed. Omg, I am so disappointed with myself. Seriously.
It’s not the same.
I have decided to start counting my blessings from today onwards. But i am also gonna start to not trust people because trust can be easily broken. I learned this the hard way and i won’t make the same mistake anymore. From now, i am only going to just trust myself and no one else unless i find the right person. Be it a guy or a girl. I am never letting myself go through the pain of being betrayed anymore.
Fucking ruined my New Year’s Eve.
Seriously. What right do you have to scold me for waking up late? It’s not as if you woke up earlier than me. I even greeted you but you just ignored me. Fuck. What’s wrong with you. Why must you ruin my fucking day. Fuck you, seriously.
Best friends.
The truth is that I’m not really close to my friends. Even my best friends. Yes, I do tell them secrets. But not all. I have 7 best friends amd all of them follow me on Tumblr. I tell each one of them a few secrets that only that particular one and I know. That’s it. Because I can’t trust myself to tell all of them because I know some of thrm will judge be based on that secret. It hurts me that I feel so insecure. I have never been known to have high self-esteem although I pretend to have it because I don’t want to seem weak. They will never knowbthe whole, true me because I’m just too afraid. I am so insecure about things yet I find it hard to cry it out. My life is a mess because of myself. I love God yet I criticize the religion. Ironic, isn’t it? It’s because of the fear of being judged. It’s hard to explain. But it’s mainly because of my insecurities.
Idk why I made another blog with my previous URL. I guess I just really like it :)
Haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. My new URL is http://iamafelly.tumblr.com.
I kinda made another blog with the old username and this one is just filled with all my rants. I don’t find it a need to private it. But if I need to mention names and all, I will private it just in case. So yesh. Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :)
