February 2012
5 posts
I need to control my anger. I cannot show you guys that side of me. I must keep it in.
Fucking idiots.
I fucking hate all of you. You guys are all bastards and bitches and deserve to fucking die. Fuck off.
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Thanks for calling me fat.
You made me feel so insecure and all. But you made me find out who my true friends are. Thank you, because i really treated you a a good friend. Oh well, I would pretty much want to scream at you, but I guess that would be me lowering myself to be of the same level of stupidity as you.
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School? More like hell.
I hate to pretend that I’m happy. I hate to pretend that I actually like you guys. You guys are one of the most judgemental and annoying people ever. Yes, I may love laughing and joking with you guys. But most of the times, I just feel like giving you guys a tight slap because of your immaturity and attitude.
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Awkward.
I know our relationship was short. But looking at you like that makes me feel like our relationship was nothing but a tryst. You can never understand that I still feel that sense of warmness when I’m with you because I want us back. I know it’s impossible. But at the very least, I want our friendship back.
January 2012
5 posts
I am really really sad.
I didn’t know it would be so awkward. I didn’t know that you had feelings for me. Even though it was so minute and pathetic. You make me feel so uneasy. I want to say that I enjoyed my time with you. But it hurts saying that. I wanted the friendship we had last time. Now, I really hate it. I hate starting conversations and all. I hate that feeling when I’m near you. It’s...
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Fuck off.
Seriously, what is wrong with you two? Wearing the shoes I brought to Cambodia doesn’t even fucking make sense. How much does a fucking pair of shoes cost that you don’t even want to fucking part with it for my fucking college? Seriously, what the fuck.
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Wearing a skirt sucks.
It’s not that I don’t like skirts. It’s just that I feel damn uncomfortable in a stupid skirt. The abrasions of the skin hurts and you can’t open your leg the way you want. You must be lady-like and all. It’s so annoying. The only reason I’m wearing this garment is because it’s Chinese New Year. So uncomfortable! :/
I am so depressed.
Results are out! And I am so freaking bloody depressed. Omg, I am so disappointed with myself. Seriously.
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It's not the same.
I have decided to start counting my blessings from today onwards. But i am also gonna start to not trust people because trust can be easily broken. I learned this the hard way and i won’t make the same mistake anymore. From now, i am only going to just trust myself and no one else unless i find the right person. Be it a guy or a girl. I am never letting myself go through the pain of being...
December 2011
3 posts
Fucking ruined my New Year's Eve.
Seriously. What right do you have to scold me for waking up late? It’s not as if you woke up earlier than me. I even greeted you but you just ignored me. Fuck. What’s wrong with you. Why must you ruin my fucking day. Fuck you, seriously.
Best friends.
The truth is that I’m not really close to my friends. Even my best friends. Yes, I do tell them secrets. But not all. I have 7 best friends amd all of them follow me on Tumblr. I tell each one of them a few secrets that only that particular one and I know. That’s it. Because I can’t trust myself to tell all of them because I know some of thrm will judge be based on that secret....
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Idk why I made another blog with my previous URL....
Haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. My new URL is http://iamafelly.tumblr.com. I kinda made another blog with the old username and this one is just filled with all my rants. I don’t find it a need to private it. But if I need to mention names and all, I will private it just in case. So yesh. Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :)